2008

Aug

“Everything is a self-portrait. A diary. Your whole drug...”
— Chuck Palahniuk :...
Aug 27th
femmefatal: Mechanical Wooden Elephant? why not
Aug 27th
Listen Listen
Radiohead- the tourist
Aug 26th

1,000 feet per second

There are certain moments in life where everything seems more relevant.  Those are the times that...
Aug 26th

If at first you don't succeed

blog, blog again.
Aug 19th
Aug 19th
Kutna Hora “The Bone Church” location: Czech...
Aug 18th
femmefatal: Bone Tree, Burning Man 2007 So much for that...
Aug 18th
“Let your heart feel everything til something feels right.”
— thanks Mai.
Aug 17th

definitely UNBAD idea.

The “midget” just came out of the closet and is “cryin his ass off.” The...
Aug 15th

Then all of a sudden, POW

R. Kelly’s Trapped in the Closet chapters 13-22 being on IFC right now while I am slightly...
Aug 15th
Remember your little stinkin heart.
Aug 15th
Listen Listen
sufjan- opie’s funeral song I love music that doesn’t spoil or fade.
Aug 14th

Da da da da

Sometimes if I have to work really early there are musicians playing string instruments in the...
Aug 14th
femmefatal: fiddling (via jamie.marie)
Aug 14th
Aug 11th
Look at you with your new haircut and red lipstick and...
Aug 9th
I never intended to do it, but now that it is built...
Aug 4th
flying on vi.sualize.us
Aug 3rd

I love you, Mom.

“We were all little girls once.  There were moments when we would cry and cry, not for food or...
Aug 3rd

Jul

femmefatal: woool: sleepmachine: suyhnc: proto-jp: emizo...
Jul 28th
Today was Daniel’s birthday.  I’ll never forget...
Jul 25th
Listen Listen
The Shivers- Beauty
Jul 21st

My Top 5 Sexiest Modern Characters

Why not?  I’m sure I could tweak the list a bit…but for now.  Here’s my top 5.  I...
Jul 21st
I’ve never really been scared to walk home in the...
Jul 21st
femmefatal: retlet: …and I’ve got to get that message home...
Jul 18th
teamrock: shortcircuit: Returning to the same ocean. on...
Jul 17th

pretty as princes

I’m kind of glad that I’m the type of person who takes up hobbies to avoid dealing with...
Jul 17th
femmefatal: gkojaxlabo: picapixels: suyhnc: sansaku in a...
Jul 16th
All we can count on is ourselves.  Trust yourself, know yourself, be yourself, and you will never be...
Jul 12th
All I want is for life to be as simple as this, simple as...
Jul 12th
Warch Watch
I can’t believe I’m actually blogging this, but if you haven’t seen the movie Fear...
Jul 11th
femmefatal: sleazette: retlet:295384_100955_2563bd7521_p....
Jul 11th
plopiplop: microwalrus: Crossroad (via Vincént)
Jul 10th
Listen Listen
Beach House- Lovelier Girl I like listening to Beach House before I go to sleep, but sometimes it...
Jul 9th
also via cuteoverload. it’s too much.
Jul 9th
via cuteoverload
Jul 9th
Sounds about right.
Jul 9th
Listen Listen
Azure Ray- Displaced
Jul 8th
femmefatal: retlet: Rainbow Elephant (via Heaven`s Gate...
Jul 8th
read ‘em.
Jul 7th

Femme art photography

femmefatal, you are my new favorite photoblog.
Jul 7th
femmefatal: xtc: 277703.jpg
Jul 7th

What would they say about you?

I’ve been working with my professor/advisor on various aspects of bioarchaeology in which the...
Jul 7th
teamrock: shokai: ねたミシュラン ★ども、俺ライオンっす。
Jul 6th
teamrock: Pop Experiment: Photography, Experimental Pop...
Jul 6th
Warch Watch
Are you running from something or towards something? Sometimes I just don’t have the answers.
Jul 5th
plopiplop: the lighthouse (via moogibang)
Jul 5th

God bless America

Today a man approached me as I was waiting for the light to turn in the crosswalk. “Do you...
Jul 4th

Dance Mission

The hip hop teacher on Wednesdays is pretty sexy.  And by sexy, I’m talkin Vanilla Ice in his...
Jul 3rd
Listen Listen
And if my brain quitsWell, then I guess then that’s just it.
Jul 2nd
If it’s true that wild hearts can’t be broken, then maybe I need to learn how to be a...
Jul 2nd
boredorborder: (via ekatharyna)
Jul 2nd

Jun

.5

It’s turning into a simple routine.  Drink, smile, avoid that awkwardness by drinking a little...
Jun 29th
I feel like a ticking time bomb.
Jun 27th
boredorborder: isabelle (via jolijn snijders)
Jun 27th

sweet jane

Despite my best efforts to avoid the hole, the hole found me. I am screaming from the inside out.
Jun 26th

so fresh and so clean

I have come to a crossroads.  And the big question is this: What do I value more:  My desire to be...
Jun 23rd
Listen Listen
tweet- oops oh my I’ve been singing this song in my head for the last few days.  Dayum showty...
Jun 22nd

we'll sail around the world

This city is getting smaller and smaller everyday. ~de emilie79 on flickr
Jun 22nd
another season.
Jun 22nd
boredorborder: (via Leanne Surfleet)
Jun 21st
I think I realized it was just a dream when I said I couldn’t do it. I’m in love with...
Jun 18th
Listen Listen
Iron & Wine- Naked as we came
Jun 18th
“My bounty is as boundless as the sea.”
— Bill S.
Jun 18th

Whatever, I still dislike most people.

I’m going to dance tonight.  Dancing always takes whatever negative energy I have and exhausts...
Jun 16th
boredorborder: Carrousel de mes reves (via Lucilla Bellini)
Jun 16th
Listen Listen
I’m gonna steal a silver stallion With not a mark upon his silky hide And teach him he can...
Jun 16th

What do you do with the pieces

Just wake me up when it’s over.  I’ve never been good at this part, but this part has...
Jun 16th
boredorborder: . (via snjezana.) winkin, blinkin, and nod.
Jun 13th

Ramblin' Woman

My hair has faded to pastel shades of pink and green.  For some reason when i typed that the first...
Jun 12th
Listen Listen
cat power- i can’t get no satisfaction
Jun 12th

can't you see?

i’m on a losin’ streak.
Jun 12th

must fight the urge to emo

I feel like how I felt when I had a livejournal.
Jun 10th

May

I got my hair did today…again.  For some reason, I...
May 24th
STRESSED OUT.
May 22nd
May 22nd
adamo: i’m not in a hurry! (via)
May 22nd
Listen Listen
Mazzy Star- Sweet Jane Lately i’ve been all about shoegaze femme. Sometimes I wish the Lilith...
May 22nd

inhale

I haven’t been on my game.  I haven’t felt confident.  I haven’t felt like someone...
May 22nd

another day, another night

I have been living in San Francisco for almost two years.  1/11th of my life has been up here.  Last...
May 14th

trees, the sky, and things that...

Everything looks prettier when you are happy.
May 13th
boredorborder: justzulmarie: lomo: macomaco2.jpg...
May 13th
boredorborder: (via nicolasv)
May 13th
My current obsession.
May 8th
Listen Listen
Neko Case- Runnin’ Out of Fools When I grow up, I want to be a country singer. 
May 6th
Oh, how i forgot…
May 6th

Apr

boredorborder: Fields of Gold (via emma.c)
Apr 30th
Listen Listen
dolly parton- the lonesomes oh dolly, sing it. 
Apr 30th

conversations i like having:

“i like his name becau​se it is “​sew”​ backw​ards.​” “​well,​ he...
Apr 29th

vacations are overrated.

I went to a Giants game today. score= 10-2 loser. I got sunburnt on the right side of my face and on...
Apr 28th
boredorborder: handzzz. (via linesinthesky.)
Apr 21st
Listen Listen
Elliott Smith- Bottle Up and Explode
Apr 21st

Parents

I suppose parents have the hardest jobs of all, balancing the attempt at understanding their...
Apr 21st
ryanadams: blonde. check. …now fun. Ok this is SOOO weird....
Apr 18th
Listen Listen
Tegan and Sara- back in your head Can’t stop listening to T&S, because girls just know. 
Apr 13th

Remember that guy who dumped me via...

Yeah I don’t really either, BUT!  Aubrey saw him yesterday and was mean to him. I believe the...
Apr 11th
boredorborder: Wendy Bevan - Photographer  It seems like I...
Apr 10th
wrong number, illinois.
Apr 7th
Listen Listen
the decemberists- on the bus mall
Apr 6th

Right through you

The past week has been like one long daydream, to the point where i almost feel as though the fact...
Apr 6th
sometimes i miss having long(ish) black, purple, blonde...
Apr 5th
Warch Watch
jakeandamir: April Fools II
Apr 4th
Listen Listen
I’m really happy that people have the ability to create beauty, whether it be in a photo,...
Apr 3rd
“I left feeling full. Like I swallowed an ocean for a single...”
Apr 3rd
boredorborder: Narcissus complex by *encefalocardia on...
Apr 3rd
boredorborder: I was just thinking (via m-ilie) 
Apr 3rd
Listen Listen
Neutral Milk Hotel- King of Carrot Flowers pt. 1 I love this song.  Each time I hear the lyrics...
Apr 2nd

Mar

A letter to DR Adams

Dear Ryan Adams, Napa is SOOOOOO close to where I live which is San Francisco which means that you...
Mar 28th
ryanadams: soon…
Mar 28th
my alt country/folkish muxtape
Mar 26th
Warch Watch
It’s one of those nights.
Mar 24th

The L Word

What the fuck Shane. What. The. Fuck.
Mar 24th

manstache

I don’t get the whole mustache thing.  They are ugly and they are not going to stop being ugly...
Mar 23rd
Listen Listen
I think I attempted flirting tonight.  Or maybe it was just a poor attempt at being human and...
Mar 22nd

DRAdams

It’s really cool when your current obsession is a manic blogger.
Mar 21st
Warch Watch
ryanadams: His Unicorn Won’t recognize his smell….obviously…..
Mar 21st
Warch Watch
ryanadams: Before the Montego Bay Blues and Cornbread Cookoff in Deerhoof Kansas, Utah, 1986.
Mar 21st
Listen Listen
Cat Power- Good Woman He called to apologize for being a jerk.  He wanted to see if we could be...
Mar 20th

Nerves.

Current status: awaiting telephone call from the text message break-upper. Honestly didn’t...
Mar 20th

Good Comeback.

Kayven: you girls are nothing but game playing gold digging materialistic bitches. no offense. well most
Me: none taken because i am the opposite of that
K: well as am i
Me: stop dating models
K: i have never dated one girl that was a model
Me: WHAT come on
K: who did i date that ever modeled name one
Me: allofthem
K: christa got headshots once. ok so kristen and kristina helped with the SUBSTRATUM shoot. thats not modeling. so theyre pretty
Me: also stop dating girls who have christ in their name, jesus
K: my mom says the same thing. there was cristen too
Me: what the hell? do you have a god complex?
K: do u have a shutup complex
Me: do you have a gay complex?
Mar 18th
Listen Listen
Ryan Adams- Firecracker (Live) I spent the entire day being totally depressed and completely ok with...
Mar 18th
ryanadams: look, it’s stupid with his Voivod bass....
Mar 17th
Warch Watch
Ok, day 3 of the epic San Francisco flu has led me to finding amusement in videos like this....
Mar 16th
Listen Listen
After being sick on the couch all day, I decided what better way to waste time than to enter the...
Mar 15th